The dreams the Holy Spirit gives are indeed happy. I am still learning, but I know more now. When in my early thirties, I was dreaming the dreams of this world, caught in fantasies of an unreal past, and vulnerable in the extreme. After many years and many hours of studying A Course in Miracles, I have experienced more and more hours and days of peace. Oh, it is still not 100 percent. But Jesus says, “In this world you need not have tribulation because I have overcome the world. That is why you should be of good cheer.”
When I let my mind drop into fantasies, I forget how to live. Yet the Course promises that the way will be smooth. “Time is kind, and if you use it on behalf of reality, it will keep gentle pace with you in your transition.” It is not a hard path of learning, this better way structured to bring us to Awakening. Every year gets better, every decade a giant step beyond the previous. More and more I leave fear behind as I try to see the face of Christ in my brothers and sisters.
What lessons am I learning? Attack is not the way to go. Anxiety is borne of the capriciousness of the ego. And my worth is not measured by what I do. Of course, there are many other lessons, some repeated frequently as I make my way still on this side of the bridge. As many before me have said, God is not finished with me yet.
This book details the issues and problems arising from my life story and then dealt with in the manner of A Course in Miracles. In looking back, I find that three relationships–Self-to-self, self-to-others, and self-to-God–have informed the whole. These images tell me that it is love that supports life and all my relationships of whatever nature. Regardless of the relationship, however tenuous, it is love that speaks to me in the everyday issues of which I tell you here.
Images in a Reflecting Pool was written by rereading journal entries, beginning the year that I discovered A Course in Miracles. If the entry seemed germane to my quest, I have quoted directly from my journal. Otherwise, I have penned a reflection based on some incident recorded there. I have sought to follow the way of the Course, but the ideas herein are my own.
As you read, reflect on your own developing personal philosophy. Don’t take my word for it. Take nothing unto yourself unless it finds a gentle place in your heart.
Jesus walks with us in our quest, as he has promised.